Wigy McWigWig


So I haven’t posted anything on here for ages, caue you guys probably already know how overchallenged I am with handling an instagram, tumblr and wordpress (Yes I know, I only post on instagram these days but still, let me whine) and let’s be real I dont spend a lot of time on the web, shocking I know right? Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have anything against it, for all I care, spend your time however you want to do it, I spend most of my time sleeping.

But since I am kind of a blogger/instagram influencer/guru/whatever the heck you want to call it, I decided to blog again and do a little wig review on here, since I don’t have a youtube channel.

So this beautiful wig is from EvaHair and is called the ‘Kylie Jenner inspired pastel blue synthetic lace front wig’, say this 3 times in a row and you lost 2 hours of your day, you’re welcome. Well it probably isn’t news to you, that social media people get some free stuff send to them to review those for their followers and this wig was sent to me by the company for said reasons, but however I do not get paid in any way (that also means no affiliate links ok), shape or form to present this wig.

As you can see in the pictures, the wig is pretty long, which means it gets tangled easily, but if your brush your wig in the right way, this won’t be any problem. (if you want me to do a post about how to care for your wig, write a comment or write me on instagram or send a pigeon). However I wouldn’t recommend this wig as a first wig, cause like I said the length is pretty hard to handle and not necessarily something for first time user. If you already are familiar with wigs, or you know how to cut them, then you won’t have any problem with this beauty.

What I really like about this wig are the roots. Wigs with natural colored roots automatically look more real (though it is still a pastel green, so natural for aliens not humans) and those roots fitted my hair perfectly and I was able to show my natural hairline and thus make this wig more believable and the colour is just a huge plus, cause let’s be real, pastel green hair is so amazing and I would have to bleach my hair to Mordor and back to get this colour.

The wig also comes with a wig cap and is has 3 sewed in combs and hooks for a perfect fit.

so my conclusion is: If you can handle long synthetic hair and are ok with a little shine, I would definitely recommend this baby  (though I am going to cut ist, I just don’t like having this long hair)

See you all soon (hopefully)

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Oh hell no

Almost all of these pictures are as unedited as possible (though they are all raw files so I had to open them in ps and decrease the size as well), except for two which are pretty obvious I guess (the close up of my face in the green dress and the second one from the bottom which was changed to black and white), cause I couldn’t find the originals. They are in chronological order and I’m still pretty sure it’s a mistake to upload those images, but you asked for it and here we go. If they really are “ugly” is up to your choice, I just find them to be mostly unflattering (especially considering the pictures I usually upload) but also real because these are the faces I pull most of the times.




The Road

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After watching “The Road” this weekend I’m still so amazed in an awe by this movie (and of course the book as well, which I just bought and started reading). It’s been a while since I’ve last seen a movie which made me wonder about life so much like the road did and still does.

Honestly the plot and the cinematography of said movie are stunning and so cleverly portrayed that I just can’t –

(also Viggo Mortensen killed it in the end, I was so much in tears)

So here have one of my favorite quotes from the book and some pictures I shot in Rügen this summer:

“When we’re all gone at last then there’ll be nobody here but death and his days will be numbered too. He’ll be out in the road there with nothing to do and nobody to do it to. He’ll say: where did everybody go? And that’s how it will be. What’s wrong with that?” – Cormac McCarthy, The Road


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It feels like it’s been forever since I last photographed with an analogue camera, so I took the chance, while visiting the beautiful island of Rügen, to snap a few pictures there.

It was around 9 or 10 pm when we were driving home to our apartment and I realized that all those meadows around us were covered in fog, but since we weren’t able to stop on the road, I had to take those pictures while driving in the car. – for someone with little to none real knowledge about the analogue camera I had with me, a real challenge.

But somehow I still managed to take some shots I really like (I know they are kind of dark but I am so going fo that look)!

Hogwarts is my home


I think I’m going to watch some Harry Potter movies while I edit the images I took today. It was kind of difficult to photograph my best friend since I haven’t done so in over 3 years and we were both stressed because the pictures didn’t turn out as planned but I think we still did our best (also the weather wasn’t helping at all, planned an outdoor shoot and had to do it inside with awful light).

Hope the weather is better tomorrow morning for the next shooting with my dear Jane (glad she’s always there when I need someone to photograph).

(And now a harry potter themed question, guys do you know the feeling like when you’re in love and you have those butterflies in your stomach? I always get that when I see pictures of hogwarts , or of the shire or rivendell. Am I the only one? Is that weird? Probably … geez I’m way to enthusiastic when it comes to Harry Potter or Lotr, can’t help it though.)

Stay weird.

Good Night

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Nothing more relaxing than a hot bath after a long day (I know it says Golden Christmas – but I haven’t used it yet, so now I will)

I might be posting a few hacks soon for healthier and fresh looking skin. (although I think most of the hacks are already known these days, god bless the internet)

Good Night

About Body Image and Body Positivity


What a hard thing to talk about. Body Image, Body Positivity and a girl with an eating disorder. Since a lot of people have asked me about this specific topic. I think I’m finally ready to talk about it on the internet.

(I purposely used a picture not on my lowest weight since I don’t want to trigger anyone)

So I can’t really say when it started since there’s not specific date and it might have been there for years before signs like losing weight appeared, but I’ve always been self-conscious when it came to my body but I tried to never show it this much to people in my surroundings but there was a time maybe 2 or 3 years ago, when it all broke down. I was at a low during this time of my life and had no appetite and started losing weight rapidly (I lost 4,5 kilos in one week) but when my “mind” was recovering from that low, I started being hungry again but on the other hand I really liked that I suddenly had control over something, most people don’t have control over ( I didn’t realize that other people don’t have a problem with their body- how it should be and also that I actually had no control over anything). So I kept eating as little as possible, sometimes even throwing up after a meal ( hell yeah christmas 2013 was so wonderful … not) and started exercising til I blacked out. All that while people in my surroundings just told to to eat again…. yeah that’s so easy riiight, hell I didn’t ask for their help so why were they giving me those super helpful advices (tbh I think 5-6 years ago I was the one who made fun of those “bulimic” models and I hate myself for that cause now I know better).

So as I was dropping weight I, also became anti social (leaving the house as little as possible) and super sad but I told myself I’m going to be happy again when I finally achieve my goal weight – what a fucking bullshit thing to think

being thin doesnt equal happiness, being body positive does

So as yall can already think I didn’t became happier when I was at my goal weight. Back then I had thin hair, awfully dry skin , brittle nails and I wasn’t able to stand up without falling, cause I blacked out more than once a day. All I was was skin and bones .

Finally a little more than a year ago I decided to choose recovery, but people seem to forget that choosing recovery doesn’t mean I’m already fully recovered yet although I am at a healthy weight most of the times and I even joke about my ed sometimes (cause it helps me to cope with it), I still have those thoughts that being thin equals happiness and I still think about skipping some meals and I still look at skinny people and wish I had their bodies. It didn’t go away but I kind of got used to it.

wow what a long rant but I think that’s all I got to say about my eating disorder for now ( I just realized I never mentioned it was anorexia nervosa so here you go)

Peace out